Welcome to Andieland ---- The mind is like a parachute, for it to work it must first be open.

Well, I know everyone has bad days but this constant spoon of nails that karma is feeding me leads me to believe I got dessert coming. I just want one day. You know to relax and enjoy, without feeling trapped. I am a mother of two. My daughter is 8 and my son is 2. I work four nights a week as a waitress.This computer is the closet thing I have to a friend since mine moved to Florida a year ago. My weekends are spend shopping (with and for the kids) and cleaning , doing laundry, mopping floors etc... Their father works days and watches them at night (which isn't hard because he keeps my girl grounded so my son has no reason to leave his room ) and all he does is lay on the couch . Don't get me wrong he pays all the bills but only the bills. And he doesn't do the yard or work or  household chores. He goes golfing when he wants. He hangs out at work or with his buddies when he wants, he goes to the bar when he wants(only on the weekends).  He says he earned it - He deserves it. but still this little voice---ME--- What do I deserve. I can't beg him to give me one day. He won't do it . I guess I haven' t earned any peace. A corona commercial thats what I wish just one day of peace, just for me. I've been told I'm being selfish. I wanted a nice Easter Sunday for me and my kids All I got was an all day arguement and a headache, both of which continue today.